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PinkMonkey Digital Library-Sister Carrie by Theodore Dreiser


Satisfied with his success and yet ashamed of his situation, he
decided that he would only ask for twenty-five cents more, since
that would be sufficient. He strolled about sizing up people, but it
was long before just the right face and situation arrived. When he
asked, he was refused. Shocked by this result, he took an hour to
recover and then asked again. This time a nickel was given him.
By the most watchful effort he did get twenty cents more, but it
was painful.

The next day he resorted to the same effort, experiencing a variety
of rebuffs and one or two generous receptions. At last it crossed
his mind that there was a science of faces, and that a man could
pick the liberal countenance if he tried.

It was no pleasure to him, however, this stopping of passers-by.
He saw one man taken up for it and now troubled lest he should
be arrested. Nevertheless, he went on, vaguely anticipating that
indefinite something which is always better.

It was with a sense of satisfaction, then, that he saw announced
one morning the return of the Casino Company, "with Miss Carrie
Madenda." He had thought of her often enough in days past. How
successful she was-how much money she must have! Even now,
however, it took a severe run of ill-luck to decide him to appeal to
her. He was truly hungry before he said:

"I’ll ask her. She won’t refuse me a few dollars."

Accordingly, he headed for the Casino one afternoon, passing it
several times in an effort to locate the stage entrance. Then he sat
in Bryant Park, a block away, waiting. "She can’t refuse to help
me a little," he kept saying to himself.

Beginning with half-past six, he hovered like a shadow about the
Thirty-ninth Street entrance, pretending always to be a hurrying
pedestrian and yet fearful lest he should miss his object. He was
slightly nervous, too, now that the eventful hour had arrived; but
being weak and hungry, his ability to suffer was modified. At last
he saw that the actors were beginning to arrive, and his nervous
tension increased, until it seemed as if he could not stand much
more.

Once he thought he saw Carrie coming and moved forward, only
to see that he was mistaken.

"She can’t be long, now," he said to himself, half fearing to
encounter her and equally depressed at the thought that she might
have gone in by another way. His stomach was so empty that it
ached.

Individual after individual passed him, nearly all well dressed,
almost all indifferent. He saw coaches rolling by, gentlemen
passing with ladies-the evening’s merriment was beginning in this
region of theatres and hotels.

Suddenly a coach rolled up and the driver jumped down to open
the door. Before Hurstwood could act, two ladies flounced across
the broad walk and disappeared in the stage door. He thought he
saw Carrie, but it was so unexpected, so elegant and far away, he
could hardly tell. He waited a while longer, growing feverish with
want, and then seeing that the stage door no longer opened, and
that a merry audience was arriving, he concluded it must have
been Carrie and turned away.

"Lord," he said, hastening out of the street into which the more
fortunate were pouring, "I’ve got to get something."

At that hour, when Broadway is wont to assume its most
interesting aspect, a peculiar individual invariably took his stand
at the corner of Twenty-sixth Street and Broadway-a spot which is
also intersected by Fifth Avenue. This was the hour when the
theatres were just beginning to receive their patrons. Fire signs
announcing the night’s amusements blazed on every hand. Cabs
and carriages, their lamps gleaming like yellow eyes, pattered by.
Couples and parties of three and four freely mingled in the
common crowd, which poured by in a thick stream, laughing and
jesting. On Fifth Avenue were loungers-a few wealthy strollers, a
gentleman in evening dress with his lady on his arm, some
clubmen passing from one smoking-room to another. Across the
way the great hotels showed a hundred gleaming windows, their
cafes and billiard-rooms filled with a comfortable, well-dressed,
and pleasure-loving throng. All about was the night, pulsating
with the thoughts of pleasure and exhilaration-the city bent upon
finding joy in a thousand different ways.

This unique individual was no less than an ex-soldier turned
religionist, who, having suffered the whips and privations of our
peculiar social system, had concluded that his duty to the God
which he conceived lay in aiding his fellow-man. The form of aid
which he chose to administer was entirely original with himself. It
consisted of securing a bed for all such homeless wayfarers as
should apply to him at this particular spot, though he had scarcely
the wherewithal to provide a comfortable habitation for himself.
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